emotions control me, make me hide in a safe place of silence. my mind stays distant from what my heart feels. if i say it, it's real, so i say nothing. i can't touch it; if i did i would curl up or crumble. i may seem to be made by heart of stone, but really just chalk & i'm afraid to face the possibility that i could easily turn to dust.
This is something that I really need to get out of my system & I desperately need some advice on what i should do. This is something personal; I usually don't do this but I really need some help..